Anguishes and Accomplishments

“The anguishes and achievements of my past, and the questions and possibilities of my future, are dormant in this precious place of breath and solace.”

This is from a meditation I wrote for the coming New Year awhile back, when I had my own studio and thought that I had reached the ultimate in business goals. 

But even with that accomplishment under my belt, and a dozen warm and wonderful clients at my door, I was plagued with insecurity and feelings of inauthenticity. .

And so here I am today, studio doors closed, teaching beginning yoga at the local YMCA, and it’s delightful. .

I can embrace the anguishes and accomplishments of my past and thank them for being exactly what I needed, knowing that I can step into my highest light in situations that may have, at one time, seemed otherworldly.